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who_is_she ([personal profile] who_is_she) wrote2015-02-27 04:23 pm

meet the parents

Owen wasn't sure who was more nervous, him or Dimitri.

Telling his mom about his sexuality had gone shockingly smooth, even though he'd had to do it via webcam, and she hadn't been surprised at all. She said she'd been expecting it, actually, which was a little unsettling to Owen because he certainly hadn't been. It hadn't really been until he'd kissed Dimitri that he'd thought being gay was something he could do, something he could be. Dimitri had been very persuasive.

Then she'd wrangled Owen into taking a trip to visit and bringing Dimitri (which he hadn't been opposed to, as he hadn't seen her in months and missed her dearly). It was still nerve-wracking though, mostly because Dimitri had been worried about it and his nerves had leaked into Owen. He couldn't imagine anything his mother wouldn't like about Dimitri, though he was a little worried if she would get caught up in the way they met, and how Dimitri had spent the last two years in prison, but he didn't think his mom would judge Dimitri like that. Still, even however irrational the fear was, it still stuck to his skin.

Owen was methodically checking his bags, counting his socks and underwear and making sure he'd packed an extra pair of pants, as the car to take them to the airport would be arriving soon and he wanted to make sure.

"Hey, Dimitri?" he called through the apartment, "Did you check all your bags for everything you'll need?"
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-27 10:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"What? Yeah," Dimitri lied. He'd been too nervous to really pack, and had just sort of decided to throw a bunch of shit into a bag and hope for the best. He'd made an attempt to cover up the tattoos on his arms and legs with a long sleeve flannel and some jeans without holes in them, but he hadn't quite been able to cover up the ones on his hands, even following a tutorial he'd found online. He'd tried fingerless gloves, but decided they were trashy looking, and didn't do much to cover the tattoos on his knuckles reading "CASH ONLY." He was still scrubbing at them with some liquid foundation he'd picked up at the pharmacy in a desperate last minute attempt to hide them.

He'd never been so scared in his life, which was saying a lot, because he'd been scared plenty of times. He wasn't ready for Owen's mom to meet him and tell him he wasn't good enough for her son, to hear all the things he told himself every day coming from another person, from someone he wanted very much to like him. Usually, he was pretty good about not letting his own emotions spill out into other people's heads, but right now the effort he was putting into not letting his feelings affect Owen was exhausting him.
Edited 2015-02-27 22:19 (UTC)
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-27 10:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Dimitri stops scrubbing when Owen comes up behind him, and relaxes a little at the touch. He leans his head against Owen's and breathes a loud sigh as he looks down at his hands, where his tattoos are still plainly visible.

"Fucking nothing, apparently," he groans dejectedly, "Trying to...cover up this shit so your mom won't think your boyfriend is a tattooed druggie freak."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-27 11:09 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, one," Dimitri groans, "She's not like...covered in them." His breathing was starting to become less frantic, however, and after he lets Owen kiss his neck a few times he turns around to face him. He hugs him, leaning into him, enjoying the warmth of his body against his own.

"Also I've never flown," he sighs, burying his face in Owen's neck, "So I'm not sure how that's going to go."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 12:05 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri had been hanging back, as if he could avoid being introduced or spoken to. He couldn't, of course, and when he's introduced, he gives a slight, somewhat shy wave.

"Yeah, hey, it's really nice to meet you, Ms. Libbey," Dimitri says, flashing her a constipated looking smile. He pulls his hand out of his sleeve where he'd been hiding it, shaking her hand quickly before withdrawing it again, "Owen, uh, talks about you all the time. Seriously, all the time."

He speaks slowly, making sure no profanities slip out; This was the woman who'd made Owen use a swear jar.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 12:41 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri had gotten sidetracked thinking about how he was definitely never, ever going to be able to call this woman Suzanne when she asks her question.

"No, no ma'am," Dimitri stammers, shaking his head as he shoves his hands into his pockets, "I, uh, I-I never did, he...made a move on me, actually."

His face was burning from embarrassment and panic, remembering the circumstances under which they had actually gotten together and feeling mortified that he was even thinking about them in front of her let alone mentioning them, and he stares down at his shoes.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, Owen," Dimitri laughs, shakily, relaxing a little after the hug and the affirmation that Owen's mom didn't want to kill him. He pulls on his earlobe nervously, not so focused on hiding his tattoos anymore.

"Owen...makes me put quarters in a swear jar," Dimitri laughs, falling in step beside them as they walk to the car through the airport parking garage, "Sometimes. I'm out about a hundred bucks from it."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri's grateful for Owen's hand in his own, and he holds onto it tightly. He almost still can't believe this is happening, and spends most of the car ride home in a half-daze, holding onto Owen's arm. He's able to make some conversation with them, but mostly he listens, laughs quietly, and answers questions, still trying to keep a reign on his own swearing out of instinct.

The car gets too hot for his long sleeves, and he rolls them up, forgetting about his previous efforts to keep the flames tattooed on his arms hidden.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 03:06 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri looks around the room, nodding as he sets his bag down on the bed.

"Cool," he says, more relaxed now that it was just the two of them but still a little on edge, "Nice, uh, trophies, man."

He sits down on the bed, bouncing on it a few times before lying on his back and letting out a long sigh. His shirt rides up, and he scratches his stomach.

"That...went okay, so far, anyway," he says, sounding a little disbelieving.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri reaches up to steady Owen's face, holding him still so he can make the kiss a little bit deeper. He's smiling when they break apart.

"Yeah, right," he laughs softly, stroking Owen's cheek and tucking a few loose hairs behind his ear. He was feeling so, incredibly fond of him now, and if they had been anywhere else he would have pulled him back into the kiss, but the anxiety of being walked in on overpowers this urge.

"Smells good down there," he says, still touching Owen's face absently, "Your mom likes cooking a lot, huh?"
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 04:06 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri rolls over on his side to look at him, gripping his shoulder.

"Hey," he says, snapping his fingers, "Don't do that, okay? You know she doesn't want to trade your well being for a little extra leisure time. I'm sure she's happy to go back to work if it means you're better off. And hey, I've saved up a lot of cash while we haven't been paying rent -- well, not a lot, but enough, you know -- and...I dunno, I can help out with it for a while. It's gonna be all right, okay? And we're gonna help her out while we're here, too."

He squeezes his shoulder, reassuringly, before leaning forward to kiss him on the forehead.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 04:39 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri laughs a little at Owen's squawking and follows them downstairs to the kitchen, his cheeks a little flushed while he wonders how much of their conversation Owen's mom had heard. He helps set the table and takes a seat, his fingers drumming against his knees as he waits.

"Everything smells so good, Ms. -- Uh, Suzanne," he says with a smile, licking his lips, "Owen's made some of your recipes before, they were really great."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri laughs at Suzanne's stories, but refrains from sharing any of his own, fearing it might put a stain on her currently seemingly positive opinion of him. (Also, his own stories tended to be kind of sad, rather than interesting or comedic.) He had flushed a little when ribbed about his tattoos, but when she'd shown them her own, he'd rolled up his sleeves, showing the ones that could be seen on his hands and arms, and had talked a little about why he'd gotten them.

"Yeah, absolutely," Dimitri says when asked to help with the dishes, standing up from his chair and hurrying over to the sink. His heart beats a little faster when he sees the look she gives Owen when he tries to help, but he takes the scrubbing brush, and starts washing the plates before stacking them in the sink.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 05:36 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri swallows hard and nods, keeping his eyes fixed on the dish he was scrubbing. His breath catches in his throat, and cold sweat was building on his temples. He keeps expecting her to say something more confrontational, but she doesn't. He swallows again, still scrubbing the same dish even though there was nothing left on it to scrub away anymore.

"...Ms. -- Ma'am, I know," he says slowly, his face burning, "I really do, I...was in a real...real fuckin' bad place when he found me, and he just...changed everything, for real, I don't know where I'd be if he hadn't -- I mean, I want you to know I know, and I love him, like, more than I thought anyone could love another person."

He shuts his mouth tight, clenching his jaw and grinding his teeth together and biting the inside of his cheek so hard he nearly draws blood.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 05:57 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri's a little overwhelmed by the hug, and he doesn't realize how long she's been holding him until she pulls away.

"Uh, yeah, yeah, okay," he nods, his voice taking on the slightly nasally quality it always did when he was on the verge of crying. He sniffs and wipes his eye on his arm, flashing her a quick smile before heading up the stairs. He stands outside the door for a minute, regaining control of himself before turning the handle and letting himself in.

"Hey," he says to Owen, his voice as calm and collected as ever now. He digs in his bag for a toothbrush, a change of clothes, and his pills, and heads into the bathroom to brush his teeth.

"You tired?" he asks, mouth full of toothpaste.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 06:14 am (UTC)(link)
"It's nothing," Dimitri says, trying to sound casual but still flushing a little, "She just...wanted to tell me some things, and I got a little emotional, but it's...it's cool. It was good."

He spits in the sink and cups his hands under the faucet, drinking from them and spitting to rinse his mouth, before wiping his face on his sleeve. He pulls his clothes off, slipping into a tank top and a new pair of boxers.

"Seriously," he says again, "It was...really good, actually."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Dimitri smiles into Owen's shoulder as Owen leaves kisses on his neck, and he wraps his arms under Owen's, hugging him close.

"I love you," he mumbles, stroking his hands over Owen's back, "You wanna go to bed?"
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-02-28 05:30 pm (UTC)(link)
It takes Dimitri a minute to take Owen's meaning.

"Oh," he says at first, "You wanna, uh, watch a movie or something?"

He asks innocently, and then he notes the tone in his voice and the look in his eyes and his mouth drops open a little.

"...Here?" he asks, looking over his shoulder as if Suzanne might be standing right behind them now, "Your mom's...here, seriously? What if..."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-03-01 06:26 am (UTC)(link)
"But..." Dimitri says, nervously, even though Owen's touch and the tone of his voice were driving him crazy, "This house is so small and...forgive me, but you're not exactly the quietest guy in the world, even without anything going up in there. I mean, I don't want your mom to get up in the middle of the night to try to find the source of the braying mule sounds coming from upstairs to find me smashing in her son's back door if you know what I mean."

He was still looking around the room, a little wide eyed at the thought.
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broodmares

[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-03-01 06:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Dimitri chews his lip nervously before shaking his head.

"No," he says, "I mean, I really don't, seriously, but...man, don't make that face, that's not fair. I...guess we could do, you know, something. But...you gotta keep it down, okay?" He was almost whispering, now, and still looking over his shoulders as if he expected someone to walk up on them.
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Re: broodmares

[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-03-01 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"Jesus, yeah, you do, don't you," Dimitri laughs in surprise, backing up until the backs of his legs touch the bed and then falling backwards onto it. He kisses Owen's mouth, hooking his thumb into the waistband of his own boxers and sliding them down far enough to expose his dick.

"What do you wanna do?" he asks, his voice still quiet but taking on a softer, more suggestive tone. He leans forward and sucks on Owen's ear.

"Hm?"
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Re: broodmares

[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-03-01 08:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"Works for me," Dimitri groans, closing his eyes and relaxing back onto the bed. His hands come up to card through Owen's hair, occasionally pulling at it gently.

"I didn't know you liked my tattoos so much," he says, cracking one eye open to give him a slight smile.