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who_is_she) wrote2015-02-27 04:23 pm
meet the parents
Owen wasn't sure who was more nervous, him or Dimitri.
Telling his mom about his sexuality had gone shockingly smooth, even though he'd had to do it via webcam, and she hadn't been surprised at all. She said she'd been expecting it, actually, which was a little unsettling to Owen because he certainly hadn't been. It hadn't really been until he'd kissed Dimitri that he'd thought being gay was something he could do, something he could be. Dimitri had been very persuasive.
Then she'd wrangled Owen into taking a trip to visit and bringing Dimitri (which he hadn't been opposed to, as he hadn't seen her in months and missed her dearly). It was still nerve-wracking though, mostly because Dimitri had been worried about it and his nerves had leaked into Owen. He couldn't imagine anything his mother wouldn't like about Dimitri, though he was a little worried if she would get caught up in the way they met, and how Dimitri had spent the last two years in prison, but he didn't think his mom would judge Dimitri like that. Still, even however irrational the fear was, it still stuck to his skin.
Owen was methodically checking his bags, counting his socks and underwear and making sure he'd packed an extra pair of pants, as the car to take them to the airport would be arriving soon and he wanted to make sure.
"Hey, Dimitri?" he called through the apartment, "Did you check all your bags for everything you'll need?"
Telling his mom about his sexuality had gone shockingly smooth, even though he'd had to do it via webcam, and she hadn't been surprised at all. She said she'd been expecting it, actually, which was a little unsettling to Owen because he certainly hadn't been. It hadn't really been until he'd kissed Dimitri that he'd thought being gay was something he could do, something he could be. Dimitri had been very persuasive.
Then she'd wrangled Owen into taking a trip to visit and bringing Dimitri (which he hadn't been opposed to, as he hadn't seen her in months and missed her dearly). It was still nerve-wracking though, mostly because Dimitri had been worried about it and his nerves had leaked into Owen. He couldn't imagine anything his mother wouldn't like about Dimitri, though he was a little worried if she would get caught up in the way they met, and how Dimitri had spent the last two years in prison, but he didn't think his mom would judge Dimitri like that. Still, even however irrational the fear was, it still stuck to his skin.
Owen was methodically checking his bags, counting his socks and underwear and making sure he'd packed an extra pair of pants, as the car to take them to the airport would be arriving soon and he wanted to make sure.
"Hey, Dimitri?" he called through the apartment, "Did you check all your bags for everything you'll need?"

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He'd never been so scared in his life, which was saying a lot, because he'd been scared plenty of times. He wasn't ready for Owen's mom to meet him and tell him he wasn't good enough for her son, to hear all the things he told himself every day coming from another person, from someone he wanted very much to like him. Usually, he was pretty good about not letting his own emotions spill out into other people's heads, but right now the effort he was putting into not letting his feelings affect Owen was exhausting him.
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Dimitri looks a little frazzled, to say the least, hunched over and scrubbing at his knuckles. Owen's heart aches a little for what Dimitri must be putting himself through--he was always too hard on himself, and was no doubt expecting the worst.
Owen came up behind him and wrapped his arms around Dimitri's waist, hooking his chin over his shoulder.
"Hey," he says gently, kissing at Dimitri's ear. It's still a little thrilling that he can do this; walk up to Dimitri and hug him and kiss him, just because he likes it and he can, "What are you doing?"
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"Fucking nothing, apparently," he groans dejectedly, "Trying to...cover up this shit so your mom won't think your boyfriend is a tattooed druggie freak."
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"Are you okay?"
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"Also I've never flown," he sighs, burying his face in Owen's neck, "So I'm not sure how that's going to go."
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Their trip is relatively painless, and Owen keeps his promise and ends up holding Dimitri's hand for most of the flight. He breaks away when they land to take hold of his carry-on instead, and leads the way into the terminal. He looks around for his mom, and doesn't spot her until there's a shouted "Owen!" and he hurries over to give her a big hug.
She's considerably shorter than Owen, and he had to bend down to hug her properly, but they have the same soft, tousled brown hair and the same green eyes.
"Hi, mom," Owen says, grinning hard as he pulls back to look her in the face, "I missed you."
"I missed you too, sweetheart," she says, patting his cheek, and then raises her eyebrows expectantly, peeking over Owen's shoulder.
"Oh! Right, um," Owen says, ducking backwards to wave Dimitri forwards, "Mom, this is Dimitri. My, um, my b-boyfriend," he says, stumbling over the last word and making his mom grin.
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"Yeah, hey, it's really nice to meet you, Ms. Libbey," Dimitri says, flashing her a constipated looking smile. He pulls his hand out of his sleeve where he'd been hiding it, shaking her hand quickly before withdrawing it again, "Owen, uh, talks about you all the time. Seriously, all the time."
He speaks slowly, making sure no profanities slip out; This was the woman who'd made Owen use a swear jar.
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"We weren't dating then! We started dating like a week before I told you!" Owen protests, flushing badly still. Suzanne makes a thoughtful noise and raises an eyebrow at Dimitri, as if daring him to agree with Owen.
"You really waited two years to make your move?" she asks, and Owen gapes at her.
"Mom!" he says, mortified.
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"No, no ma'am," Dimitri stammers, shaking his head as he shoves his hands into his pockets, "I, uh, I-I never did, he...made a move on me, actually."
His face was burning from embarrassment and panic, remembering the circumstances under which they had actually gotten together and feeling mortified that he was even thinking about them in front of her let alone mentioning them, and he stares down at his shoes.
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"Oh, your faces!" she says, doubling over and laughing so hard tears come to her eyes. She straightens after a moment, her bright grin bearing a striking resemblance to the same one Owen had, "I'm just fucking around, c'mon, get in here!" She says, opening her arms and advancing to give Dimitri a hug, "I've never known Owen to be a bad judge of character, so the fact that he likes you tells me everything I need to know. So relax!" she says, slapping Dimitri on the back as she pulls away from the hug.
"Mom!" Owen says again, scandalized at the swear he'd just heard drop so casually from his mother's mouth. Suzanne gives him an affectionate, if somewhat condescending, look.
"Honey, you're an adult, I can swear if I want to. So can you, for that matter."
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"Owen...makes me put quarters in a swear jar," Dimitri laughs, falling in step beside them as they walk to the car through the airport parking garage, "Sometimes. I'm out about a hundred bucks from it."
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As they walk Owen hangs back a little until he's walking in step with Dimitri, reaching out to take his hand and squeeze it as they walk, giving him a reassuring smile.
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The car gets too hot for his long sleeves, and he rolls them up, forgetting about his previous efforts to keep the flames tattooed on his arms hidden.
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"You boys can go upstairs and get settled while I finish up dinner," Suzanne says as she lets them into the house, and Owen shows Dimitri up the stairs to the room where he'd lived in as a kid. It's been partially converted into a guest room, but it still houses all of the football trophies Owen had earned, which are frankly mortifying.
"Well... this is it," he says, shrugging and flushing.
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"Cool," he says, more relaxed now that it was just the two of them but still a little on edge, "Nice, uh, trophies, man."
He sits down on the bed, bouncing on it a few times before lying on his back and letting out a long sigh. His shirt rides up, and he scratches his stomach.
"That...went okay, so far, anyway," he says, sounding a little disbelieving.
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"You're a catch," Owen says with a grin, leaning down to kiss Dimitri.
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"Yeah, right," he laughs softly, stroking Owen's cheek and tucking a few loose hairs behind his ear. He was feeling so, incredibly fond of him now, and if they had been anywhere else he would have pulled him back into the kiss, but the anxiety of being walked in on overpowers this urge.
"Smells good down there," he says, still touching Owen's face absently, "Your mom likes cooking a lot, huh?"
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"Yeah, she's always been into cooking. We used to cook together on her days off," Owen explains, his hand absently tracing shapes over Dimitri's stomach, "She can do it more, now that she only works part time."
Owen rests his cheek against Dimitri's shoulder, considering that.
"I guess... She might have to go back to working, after my contract runs out," he realizes, his heart sinking.
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"Hey," he says, snapping his fingers, "Don't do that, okay? You know she doesn't want to trade your well being for a little extra leisure time. I'm sure she's happy to go back to work if it means you're better off. And hey, I've saved up a lot of cash while we haven't been paying rent -- well, not a lot, but enough, you know -- and...I dunno, I can help out with it for a while. It's gonna be all right, okay? And we're gonna help her out while we're here, too."
He squeezes his shoulder, reassuringly, before leaning forward to kiss him on the forehead.
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"Thank you," he says, after collecting himself for a moment.
Outside the door, Suzanne smiles to herself, reassured that her son's boyfriend was the kind of good person that really would make Owen happy. She hadn't mistrusted Owen's judgement in the slightest, but hearing proof for herself that Dimitri held Owen's wellbeing in such high regard was a different thing entirely. Mostly, she's glad that Dimitri won't allow Owen to shoulder everything himself.
She waits thirty seconds before knocking on the door and peeking into the room, smirking a little.
"Come on, lovebirds. Dinner's ready," she says, laughing when Owen practically squawks and turns crimson.
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"Everything smells so good, Ms. -- Uh, Suzanne," he says with a smile, licking his lips, "Owen's made some of your recipes before, they were really great."
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They carry on their conversation while they eat, Suzanne occasionally ribbing Dimitri about his tattoos, and eventually turning around and pulling up her shirt enough to reveal the elaborate floral design on her lower back. She tells Dimitri she has one more tattoo, but that one's private, which makes Owen groan and cover his ears. She also tells them both a few anecdotes about her wild youth, which was much more like Dimitri's than it was like Owen's.
When their plates are clean she stands up, starting to gather up the dishes.
"Dimitri, sweetie, can you help me with the dishes?" she asks, and gives Owen a sharp look when he stands to help to, and he sinks slowly back into his chair.
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"Yeah, absolutely," Dimitri says when asked to help with the dishes, standing up from his chair and hurrying over to the sink. His heart beats a little faster when he sees the look she gives Owen when he tries to help, but he takes the scrubbing brush, and starts washing the plates before stacking them in the sink.
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"So, Dimitri," she says conversationally, carrying on with the dishes as she speaks, "I get the feeling I don't need to tell you how special Owen is, and how deserving he is of only the deepest and best kinds of love. But still, he is my son, so I feel obligated to say something. I like you, Dimitri, and I think you're a good fit for Owen. He's always been... Sensitive, and a very keen judge of character. I think having someone who helps him relax, who makes him laugh, who makes him rebel a little even-- I think that's good for him," she pauses, looking over to give Dimitri a smile, "I don't think I need to warn you against hurting him, I think you already know, but I will say... Make sure you trust him. He knows what he's doing."
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"...Ms. -- Ma'am, I know," he says slowly, his face burning, "I really do, I...was in a real...real fuckin' bad place when he found me, and he just...changed everything, for real, I don't know where I'd be if he hadn't -- I mean, I want you to know I know, and I love him, like, more than I thought anyone could love another person."
He shuts his mouth tight, clenching his jaw and grinding his teeth together and biting the inside of his cheek so hard he nearly draws blood.
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"I'm glad to hear it," she says, rubbing his back a few times before pulling back and giving him a bright smile, "Thank you for taking care of him for me." Then she moves away, turning back towards the sink.
"I can finish up here, why don't you two turn in?" she says, turning back once to wink at Dimitri.
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"Uh, yeah, yeah, okay," he nods, his voice taking on the slightly nasally quality it always did when he was on the verge of crying. He sniffs and wipes his eye on his arm, flashing her a quick smile before heading up the stairs. He stands outside the door for a minute, regaining control of himself before turning the handle and letting himself in.
"Hey," he says to Owen, his voice as calm and collected as ever now. He digs in his bag for a toothbrush, a change of clothes, and his pills, and heads into the bathroom to brush his teeth.
"You tired?" he asks, mouth full of toothpaste.
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When Dimitri comes into the room he looks relatively unaffected, but his eyes are a little red, and Owen ignores his question and follows him doggedly into the bathroom.
"Are you okay? What did you guys talk about?" Owen asks, giving Dimitri a worried look in the mirror.
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He spits in the sink and cups his hands under the faucet, drinking from them and spitting to rinse his mouth, before wiping his face on his sleeve. He pulls his clothes off, slipping into a tank top and a new pair of boxers.
"Seriously," he says again, "It was...really good, actually."
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"Because I love you too," he says, almost whispering as he turns his head to kiss Dimitri's neck and jaw.
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"I love you," he mumbles, stroking his hands over Owen's back, "You wanna go to bed?"
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"Yes," he says finally, his voice taking on a huskier tone, "But I don't want to go to sleep."
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"Oh," he says at first, "You wanna, uh, watch a movie or something?"
He asks innocently, and then he notes the tone in his voice and the look in his eyes and his mouth drops open a little.
"...Here?" he asks, looking over his shoulder as if Suzanne might be standing right behind them now, "Your mom's...here, seriously? What if..."
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"I... I want you to," Owen struggles for a moment to say the word 'fuck' and then gives up, "Do it... to me." Owen finishes, blushing hotly.
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He was still looking around the room, a little wide eyed at the thought.
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"My back door?" he repeats, and then shakes his head to return to the topic at hand, "Nevermind. I can be quiet! Plus her room is on the ground floor anyway! And we don't have to do, you know, that, but we could do... Other things, right?" Owen asks, pouting a little.
"We're staying here for a week. Did you want to go all that time without... You know?"
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"No," he says, "I mean, I really don't, seriously, but...man, don't make that face, that's not fair. I...guess we could do, you know, something. But...you gotta keep it down, okay?" He was almost whispering, now, and still looking over his shoulders as if he expected someone to walk up on them.
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"Dimitri, please," he all but whines, pressing his face into Dimitri's shoulder, "I want you so bad."
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"What do you wanna do?" he asks, his voice still quiet but taking on a softer, more suggestive tone. He leans forward and sucks on Owen's ear.
"Hm?"
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"I want.." Owen starts, trying to think of something but getting distracted by the lines of Dimitri's tattoos, "I want to... Lick you, all over," he says finally, his ears burning and his voice low and quiet. He pushes Dimitri's shirt up and helps him pull it over his before immediately bending down to mouth at the design on Dimitri's chest, reaching down with one hand to gently run his thumb down the underside of Dimitri's cock.
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"I didn't know you liked my tattoos so much," he says, cracking one eye open to give him a slight smile.
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"You... You're so hot," Owen says, low and embarrassed and turned on, licking across the tattoo on his chest and then dropping down to tongue at his nipple.