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who_is_she ([personal profile] who_is_she) wrote2015-08-07 06:38 am

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The last two weeks had been a whirlwind. Immediately following the accident Tony had been reluctant to move further than several feet away from Roddie, even for the doctors to continue healing him. Things felt solid between them now, less like the floating, undefined thing they'd been before. Tony just... he loved Roddie, more deeply than he'd loved anyone, and apparently Roddie returned those feelings. They were... in love.

Tony was having trouble getting used to the idea, honestly. Roddie kept--there was no other way to describe it except gazing at him, adoringly, and Tony would catch him at odd times just... just looking, and it always unsettled him. It wasn't that he didn't enjoy it--no, it made him feel nice and warm inside--he just wasn't sure what to do with it, because he'd never had anyone look at him like that before. 

They hadn't really had much time to just... be in love, though, because it seemed like all their time was spent worrying about something or another. The ship was still in bad shape, and Tony kept having to struggle with the engineers working on it to get past them because he lived on the ship, and he occasionally needed his and Roddie's belongings. More engineers had come to look at Roddie's prosthesis, but after hours of poking and prodding and testing they came up saying "we have no idea how this works, much less how to fix it". Tony had just been trying to wrap his head around what they were going to do--how they were even going to remove the cybernetics when they were hard-wired into Roddie's nervous system--when the engineer who'd been working on their ship took a look at it.

His name was Ayin, and he was another Torak (a detail which had not been lost on Zakeef, who'd been fidgety and nervous the whole time) and he asked to take a look. Roddie agreed, shrugging, and Ayin picked up his arm to look at it, flip open an access panel on the side, and then poke around inside. About a minute later he popped his head up, nodding, and reached for his tools.

"I can fix it," he'd said.

And fix it he did. It had taken a week, but he'd fixed it, even made some improvements apparently, and just today he'd finished and helped Roddie power it up, and Roddie had taken his first steps in two weeks. Tony had almost cried, but managed to hold himself back, settling for covering his mouth with his hand and staring. The ship was nearly back up and running again too, so it looked like they had the little room on the space station together for just a few more nights.

"Quite a day," Tony says offhandedly as he follows Roddie into the room they'd been sharing, closing the door behind them, "I think it was too much excitement for me."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-08-07 06:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie was still hobbling a little. After several weeks without using his legs, having been confined to a very frustrating wheelchair which he couldn't even use without somebody to push him, it was difficult getting back on his feet, even though he was elated to be able to do so. Wirth, who had stood by as Ayin worked on him, trying her best not to look too anxious or invested in the outcome of the situation, had sent for a walker immediately when he'd stumbled into Zakeef's arms after a couple of steps. He was using it now, leaning on it a little too heavily as he makes his way over to the edge of the bed and sits down slowly before swinging his legs up onto the bed and lying down.

"Yeah," he sighs, staring up at the ceiling for a minute before grinning over at Tony, "It was good, though, right?"

He pats the spot on the bed next to him, somewhat shyly. This would be the first night they'd shared a bed in which neither of them had immediately collapsed from exhaustion and worry, and Roddie couldn't help but wonder if that would...lead to anything.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-08-08 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
Roddie's mouth goes a little dry, and he isn't sure whether or not Tony's invitation means what he thinks it means.

"Uhh...yeah, yeah," he says, clearing his throat and sitting up straight. He crosses his arms, and, with some effort, is able to pull his own shirt off over his head. He leans back against the headboard of the bed and folds his hands in his lap.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-08-08 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie feels his face flushing when Tony undoes his zipper, and e swallows. It was obvious by his movements that Tony's mind wasn't where he'd been hoping it was, and that he was going to have to make a move if he wanted anything to happen. It was nice that Tony was being so considerate, though, even if the thought was a little daunting.

"U-uhh, no, not...not really," Roddie says, clearing his throat, before lifting his organic hand up and placing it on the small of Tony's back. He strokes his thumb over the bare skin of his back and bites his lip. After a moment of deliberation, he leans forward and presses a wet kiss to Tony's abdomen.

"I would like...something else though," he says, his voice cracking.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-08-08 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie looks up at him, then breathes a shaky laugh, wrapping his arms around Tony's middle and pressing his forehead against his stomach.

"I...You're gonna make me say it?" he laughs, swallowing and wetting his lips, "I...Okay, well, um, we've...been dating a while, and I just...we haven't really...gone very far, I guess, as far as physical...stuff. And I thought maybe...you know, this might be...a good time to, uh...I mean, if you're ready, I've just been...thinking. About it."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-08-08 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'll be all right," Roddie says, his heart thumping slightly. He's relieved by Tony's admission, and it makes him a little bolder, and he presses several more kisses to Tony's stomach.

"I've rested. All I've been doing is resting," he mumbles, closing his eyes as he mouths at his skin.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-09-29 10:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"I-I'll be all right," Roddie assures him, pressing forward a little more insistently now that he can tell Tony wants it as much as he does, "We can...you know, take it slow and easy, I'll tell you if anything hurts."

It's hard to look at him as he says this, but he turns his face upwards and does his best to make eye contact. Roddie feels himself flushing at the expression on Tony's face, and chews his lip to distract himself from what a vulnerable situation this was, for both of them.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-09-29 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie smiles slightly and sighs into the kiss, and he relaxes a little despite the hammering in his chest. He slides the hands he had already planted on Tony's bare waist all the way around his middle and holds him close as they kiss, and, after several minutes of making out somewhat aimlessly, he trails his hand further down his lower back. Breaking the kiss momentarily to gage how he felt about this, he pushes his fingers into the waistband of Tony's pants, and, after receiving a seemingly very positive reaction, pushes his hand down far enough to squeeze his ass as he kisses him deeply again.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-09-30 01:33 am (UTC)(link)
Roddie's eyebrows fly up and his heart skips a beat when Tony doesn't say anything for a moment, fearing the worst, but when he eventually finishes his thought his mortified expression softens into a half smile.

"Oh my...God," he laughs, flushing ear to ear, "Tony...Jesus, it's okay to ask that if you're going to...have sex with that person, just not like...out of the blue to a friend. Geeze."

He rubs his neck and misses a few beats before continuing with, "I can also just...show you," before hooking his thumbs into the waistband of his boxers and slowly wiggling them down.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-09-30 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
Roddie stares, then bursts into snorting laughter at the helpless look on Tony's face, and he pushes the hand that was cluelessly holding up the condom down onto the bed.

"No, we...don't need that," he laughs, "I, um. Cant. My...those organs are all totally fried from the shots since I started so young, so...we don't have to worry about that."

His hand settles on Tony's hip, and begins to open his mouth to try and describe something they could do together, but when hears a faint crinkling in his pocket at the touch of his hand and feels the shape of what is almost certainly several more condoms, he reaches into his pocket, pulling out a fistful more and staring at them before guffawing loudly.

"Wow," he laughs, reaching into his back pocket despite his protests to see if there were any more, "You're real prepared, huh?"
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-09-30 05:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"No no no, Tony!" Roddie laughs, grabbing him by the shoulders and pulling him back, "We're not calling it off, I'm naked already, we're doing this."

Oddly, Tony's nerves help him feel a little more self-assured, and with this newfound confidence he leans forward plants several sucking kisses on Tony's jaw and neck. Reaching down between them, he fumbles with the clasp of Tony's regulation high-waisted pants for a moment (it was a bit of a struggle, since he still hadn't totally regained his coordination in his prosthetic hand) before getting them undone.

"Come on," he breathes into Tony's ear, before kissing at him, "Get your pants off, babe, I can't do this by myself."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-09-30 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Tony is sitting much too far away from him, Roddie decides, and he takes him by his hand and pulls him closer without toppling him over, enough to kiss his mouth several times.

"I dunno," he mumbles against his mouth, hugging his middle, "I mean there's nothing that really...upsets me, or that I'm uncomfortable with, I just...can't really do much but lie on my back right now, is all. Um --"

Talking about this so bluntly was reminding him to be embarrassed and nervous, and he clears his throat.

"I think...you should take your underwear off first for sure, though," he jokes, before remembering his own shirt, which he struggles to remove as well, and he can't help but get a little enjoyment out of the way Tony looks at him when he's lying there exposed to him.

"Is there anything that...you like to do?" he asks, returning his hands to Tony's thighs.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-01 12:24 am (UTC)(link)
"I like you too," Roddie laughs, wrapping his arms under Tony's and pulling him close. He carefully slides his organic leg in between Tony's as he kisses him again, stroking both of his hands up and down his sides.

"Look," he mumbles, feeling a pleasant warmth spreading through his body as he wets his lips. Carefully, he slides Tony's underwear down enough to expose his erection, and begins stroking it experimentally with his organic hand. With his prosthetic, Roddie gently takes the hand Tony has rested on his waist and guides it down between his own legs.

"We can...start like this," he breathes, his voice rising slightly at the end of the sentence, as he couldn't decide whether to phrase it as a question or a statement.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-01 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
Roddie lets out a contented sigh, stroking Tony back and ignoring the mild, pleasant sensations coming from his hand.

"Thats good," he says, moving his kisses from his mouth to his jaw, "It's good if you like...take two fingers like this and...here."

His hand ghosts over Tony's, and he positions one of his fingers on either side of his small erection and guides him through a few strokes before letting go. Tony seems to catch on quickly, and he can't help himself from moaning quietly at his touch.

"Yeah, that's good," he encourages quietly, closing his eyes and stroking Tony with more intent than before, "You want to, um...do more than this?"
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-01 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
"Alright," Roddie huffs, and even though his heart is hammering in anticipation he finds it a little easier to talk openly now that they've touched each other, "Anything is...cool, I mean, I don't have, like...lube here, sorry, but, we can...do mouth stuff if you want, or you can...fuck me, God, I couldn't think of a better way to say that, sorry, am I ruining it? I feel like I'm talking a lot."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-01 12:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie laughs stupidly at the suggestion and nods almost immediately.

"Yeah, yeah," he stammers dumbly, nodding as he sits back a little and spreads his legs to let Tony position himself between them, "Yeah, that sounds...there's no way I'm gonna argue with that."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-01 01:29 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie sits up enough to watch, his legs shaking a little in anticipation, and he lets out a shuddering sigh when Tony's mouth makes contact with his clit.

"J-Jesus," he stammers breathily. Finding it difficult to keep himself propped up on arms he hadn't properly used in weeks (especially when he found himself trembling slightly), he lies back onto his pillow and closes his eyes.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-03 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Jesus, Jesus," Roddie stammers, laughing a little as the sensations start to get more intense. He finds himself in need of something to grab onto, and reaches down to thread his synthetic hand through Tony's hair while his organic one clasps at Tony's fingers. He makes eye contact with him for a moment as he watches him kiss and suck between his legs, and finding it too overwhelming, leans back into the pillows and closes his eyes.

"God, God, it's too much," he pants, urgently and somewhat deleriously as he jerks his hips away (which took some effort at this point, with how into the act Tony had gotten), "I-I don't want to yet, I-I don't want to wear myself out."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-03 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, yeah," Roddie huffs, repositioning himself onto his side to face Tony and thoughtlessly kissing his mouth, "Yeah, that was nice, I just wanted to, uh, not come just yet, you know."

He pulls Tony close by his waist and turns his attention to hungrily kissing his face, neck, and ears. He notices Tony had gotten very flushed, which puts a goofy smile on Roddie's face and makes his heart swell with affection.

"Haha, you're cute," he laughs dumbly, before reaching down with his organic hand and stroking Tony's cock more intently than he has before. After a bit of repositioning himself, he's able to slide his metal hand down Tony's side and squeeze at his ass.

"So it's true what they say about nerds..." he mumbles, only half attempting to mask his laughter, "You really do have the most supple baby asses."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-03 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie titters at Tony's reaction and leans forward, giggling into his shoulder before leaving several more sucking kisses on his neck.

"It's good," he laughs, "Don't worry about it." Licking his lips, he continues stroking him, looking down between them and making fast and deliberate movements with his hand.

"That feel good?" he asks, looking at him earnestly and only realizing that the question might have come off as coy rather than genuine.

"Do you, uh...you know, want to get on top of me?"
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-04 03:03 am (UTC)(link)
Roddie wraps hugs Tony close under his skinny arms and nods enthusiastically before pressing several more kisses to his collarbone, neck, and ears.

"Yeah, yeah, I'm ready," he breathes against his ear before nipping it lightly, "I'm ready."
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-04 03:40 am (UTC)(link)
Roddie hisses a little as Tony pushes in and grips him tighter, digging his fingers into Tony's back and angling his hips towards him. He opens his mouth with the intent of forming words, but instead finds himself moaning indistinctly as he feels his full length filling him.

"That's good, that's good," he says, once he stops feeling stunned, "That's really good. Come on, Tony, please."

He urges him to start moving by planting his hands on his ass and pushing his hips down into his body several times, hoping he'll pick up the pace.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2015-10-05 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Roddie gasps when Tony starts to move faster, and it takes him several moments to remember to exhale. When he does, it's accompanied by a loud moan, and he squeezes Tony even tighter.

"G-God," he manages, tipping his head back and letting his mouth hang open, "God, please, Tony." Snaking a hand down between their bodies, he starts rubbing his own clit again, slowly at first but quickly matching the pace Tony was setting with his hips.