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who_is_she ([personal profile] who_is_she) wrote2014-11-29 09:52 am

eat my entire ass

Fenris wakes to sound of snoring right in his ear, and knows there is truly no hope for him because the sound is comforting and delightful. He realized he must have fallen asleep to Hawke's chattering after their talk last night. Now, Fenris is on his back with Hawke plastered all along his side, his arms and legs both wrapped around Fenris and somehow still taking up the majority of the bed. Fenris looks down at Hawke's slumbering face and feels an overwhelming rush of affection and relief.

The last month had been stress upon more stress, and just after the simple act of sleeping next to Hawke again had relieved Fenris of the majority of the tension he'd been carrying around. He'd never been able to sleep as well without Hawke there, and now that they were together again he felt relaxed and happy. He reaches over to gently scratch his fingers through Hawke's beard and up into his hair, appreciating the beauty laid out before him while he could.
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[personal profile] gayniac5 2014-11-29 03:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Hawke cracks an eye open at the touch. He was usually quite a heavy sleeper, but he'd gotten accustomed to spending his nights alone of late, and the touch of Fenris's hand is enough to shake him gently from his slumber. He smiles groggily, wrapping his arms tighter around him.

"Hey, you," he mumbles, pressing a kiss to Fenris's chest. He'd sorely missed this, and the separation had brought him new appreciation for the taste of Fenris's skin against his lips. "Have you been awake long?"
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Hawke frowns a little, and his brow tenses as turns his head down and presses his forehead against Fenris's. Normally, he might have joked off Fenris's annoyance, or tried to lighten the mood with gentle teasing, but it's different this time.

"I'm sorry," he says, earnestly, and he is. "I just...I knew the second you got the opportunity to die in my place, you'd take it. I never wanted you to have that chance. I knew I still had more work to do and that you'd want to follow me if I came back, and I,"

Hawke closes his eyes, balling the back of Fenris's shirt tight in his hands.

"I just couldn't bare to say goodbye again," he mumbles, "Not after...everything that happened, I knew I couldn't. It was stupid and selfish of me. You deserved more. I'm glad you're here now, even if I am scared shitless about all the things that could happen to you out here."
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Hawke presses his sweaty forehead harder against Fenris's, bringing his hands up to tangle his fingers in the hair at the back of Fenris's head. He breathe's a heavy sigh, Fenris's breath hot on his face providing him with some comfort.

"You're right," he says, his voice becoming less broken than before, "Of course you are. I'll. I'll try to take better care of myself for you. But you have to promise me you'll do the same."
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Hawke kisses him with more desperation than he had allowed himself before, and he lets his hands trail down Fenris's back, bringing his hands up under Fenris's shirt to press more of his skin against his. He breaks the kiss, breathing heavily, in favor of trailing kisses down Fenris's chin and throat, following the line of his lyrium tattoos. He sucks at a spot on his neck and lets out a low groan.

"Maker, I've missed this," he breathes, "I've missed you. I want you, Fenris, I want you more than anything."
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Hawke moves over him eagerly, hands moving to pull Fenris's shirt up over his head, exposing more skin for him to kiss and lick hungrily. He flicks his tongue over Fenris's nipple before he begins to suck at it, grazing the tip of it lightly with his teeth

How long had it been? He wonders briefly, but is soon distracted as he snakes a hand down rhe front of Fenris's pants, rubbing him through his undershodts.
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Hawke grunts in desperation, removing his hand from him to wrench down his pants just far enough. He quickly breaches him with a finger, then another, curling them inside him. He kisses down the illuminated tattoos trailing down his front until his lips find his clit in the dark, and kisses and sucks at it with enthusiasm.

The light coming off of Fenris is bright enough that Hawke can see his face, and his eyes train on it. He wants so badly to please him, to make up for all this lost time, to apologize for ever leaving.
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Hawke lets out a breathless laugh against Fenris, and he licks and fingers him through his orgasm, continuing the motions with less direction once Fenris has settled back down against the bed again.

"Already?" he mumbles lowly, kissing his clit sloppily before pushing himself up over him and working at the buttons of his own shirt. He'd been so focused on getting Fenris off that he'd all but forgotten about his own erection, which was pushing at the clasp in his pants, making them tight. He shrugs his shirt off of his shoulders and leans back over him, supporting himself on his elbow, which he rests next to Fenris's head. He huffs, grinding into his free hand without much focus.
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Hawke giggles at his words, and at the slight tickling of Fenris's mouth on his jaw. It turns into a groan as Fenris brings his knee up between his legs and grinds into him, and his hips jerk into the contact.

"I bet," he says, between the kisses he leaves on his neck, "I can do something like that." He unfastens his belt and the front of his pants with one hand before pulling them down far enough to expose his erection. Pushing Fenris's legs apart, he wraps a hand around the base of his cock, and pushes the tip of it into him carefully. He's soft and tight around him, and sopping wet from his first orgasm, and Hawke pushes the rest of the way in, swearing quietly as he does.

"Oh sweet Maker," he groans, shuddering, "That's good."
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Hawke quickly starts to move inside him, his breath hitching as he starts to thrust slowly. His movements quickly grow more purposeful, and he braces himself on either side of Fenris to push himself in deeper.

"Fuck," he swears, panting lightly, slowing the pace down to avoid coming too soon. He wanted to make this last, in spite of his own desperation. He turns his face into Fenris's neck again and occupies himself by mouthing at the skin there.
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Hawke groans, stifling himself by kissing Fenris deeply before doing as he said. His breaths are shaky and broken and he can feel himself coming undone at the seams, but he holds on for as long as he can, fucking into him as hard as he can bear.

"Fenris," he gasps, sitting up over him just enough to grip his hips, pulling him down with each thrust so he could push in deeper still, "Shit, Fenris."
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Hawke can't hold out any longer, and he gives himself over to the orgasm, pushing himself as far into Fenris as he can , coming in spurts inside of him. He pulls out quickly once it's passed, replacing his cock with his hand quickly to make certain that Fenris got his as well, pushing three fingers inside him and moving them with as much force as he could muster. With his other hand he rubs Fenris's clit, working it in circles. He mumbles encouragement to him quietly as he continues gasping to catch his breath.

"Come on, Fenris," he breathes, "Come on."
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Hawke breathes a laugh before flopping himself down next to Fenris, throwing an arm across his chest after wiping his hands on his pants. He holds him tight, lazily kissing his jaw as he lies beside him.

"Still mad at me?" he asks, somewhat sheepishly in spite of his joking tone.