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who_is_she) wrote2014-11-29 09:52 am
eat my entire ass
Fenris wakes to sound of snoring right in his ear, and knows there is truly no hope for him because the sound is comforting and delightful. He realized he must have fallen asleep to Hawke's chattering after their talk last night. Now, Fenris is on his back with Hawke plastered all along his side, his arms and legs both wrapped around Fenris and somehow still taking up the majority of the bed. Fenris looks down at Hawke's slumbering face and feels an overwhelming rush of affection and relief.
The last month had been stress upon more stress, and just after the simple act of sleeping next to Hawke again had relieved Fenris of the majority of the tension he'd been carrying around. He'd never been able to sleep as well without Hawke there, and now that they were together again he felt relaxed and happy. He reaches over to gently scratch his fingers through Hawke's beard and up into his hair, appreciating the beauty laid out before him while he could.
The last month had been stress upon more stress, and just after the simple act of sleeping next to Hawke again had relieved Fenris of the majority of the tension he'd been carrying around. He'd never been able to sleep as well without Hawke there, and now that they were together again he felt relaxed and happy. He reaches over to gently scratch his fingers through Hawke's beard and up into his hair, appreciating the beauty laid out before him while he could.

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"Hey, you," he mumbles, pressing a kiss to Fenris's chest. He'd sorely missed this, and the separation had brought him new appreciation for the taste of Fenris's skin against his lips. "Have you been awake long?"
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Fenris rolls over onto his side and sighs, scooting down a little so that they're face to face. He kisses Hawke's mouth once before pulling away, affecting sterner expression.
"I'm still mad at you," he says, though his words are undercut somewhat by the loving and gentle way he's still stroking his fingers through Hawke's hair.
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"I'm sorry," he says, earnestly, and he is. "I just...I knew the second you got the opportunity to die in my place, you'd take it. I never wanted you to have that chance. I knew I still had more work to do and that you'd want to follow me if I came back, and I,"
Hawke closes his eyes, balling the back of Fenris's shirt tight in his hands.
"I just couldn't bare to say goodbye again," he mumbles, "Not after...everything that happened, I knew I couldn't. It was stupid and selfish of me. You deserved more. I'm glad you're here now, even if I am scared shitless about all the things that could happen to you out here."
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"Of course I'd die for you," he says after a moment, growing serious again, "I love you. But I'd live for you, too, and that's the more important one, I think. We're stronger when we're together, Garrett, and I'm not going to waste any more time that we could have spent together," he says, blushing a little when he uses Hawke's given name.
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"You're right," he says, his voice becoming less broken than before, "Of course you are. I'll. I'll try to take better care of myself for you. But you have to promise me you'll do the same."
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Fenris hummed happily into the kiss, enjoying the contact after so long without.
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"Maker, I've missed this," he breathes, "I've missed you. I want you, Fenris, I want you more than anything."
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"Me, too," Fenris breathes, his voice already shaking from the shocks of pleasure thrumming just under his skin, "You can take me," he says darkly, rolling onto his back and tugging Hawke on top of him.
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How long had it been? He wonders briefly, but is soon distracted as he snakes a hand down rhe front of Fenris's pants, rubbing him through his undershodts.
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Whatever the reason, it had been more than a month since he'd felt this intense, electric pleasure and he wasn't as used to it as he had been before Hawke had run off.
He reached down with his free hand to press it hard over Hawke's, curling his fingers slightly to press Hawke's fingers into the wetness that could be felt through the thin material of his pants. He grit his teeth and bucked his hips against Hawke's hand to get more friction against his clit, surprising himself by how close to the edge he felt already.
"Oh, Maker," he panted, followed by a string of colorful Tevinter swears, "Hawke-- Garrett, I'm-- I can't-- Please."
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The light coming off of Fenris is bright enough that Hawke can see his face, and his eyes train on it. He wants so badly to please him, to make up for all this lost time, to apologize for ever leaving.
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When Hawke's head dips between his legs Fenris starts to quiver, spreading his legs and wrapping them around Hawke's shoulders. He looks down his chest and meets Garrett's eyes, the intensity there making him whine and writhe his hips in pleasure. He can only keep eye contact for a few moments before he squeeze his eyes shut and tilts his head back, one hand reaching down to tangle itself in Hawke's hair.
He wanted to reach down with both hands, feel Hawke's hair and skin under his fingers, but he didn't dare move his hand from where it was clamped tightly over his mouth or risk waking up everyone in the vicinity with his screaming.
It only takes a minute of Hawke's mouth sucking and rubbing against him before Fenris comes, as he'd been on the edge since Hawke had put his hands on him and it had been a long month. He arches his back while his thighs quiver around Hawke's head and he swears and moans behind his hand.
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"Already?" he mumbles lowly, kissing his clit sloppily before pushing himself up over him and working at the buttons of his own shirt. He'd been so focused on getting Fenris off that he'd all but forgotten about his own erection, which was pushing at the clasp in his pants, making them tight. He shrugs his shirt off of his shoulders and leans back over him, supporting himself on his elbow, which he rests next to Fenris's head. He huffs, grinding into his free hand without much focus.
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When Hawke is in range Fenris pulls him into a hot, hard kiss, feeling relaxed and pleased and nowhere near through with Hawke. He trails his hands up Hawke's chest to scratch through the hair there and tease at his nipples while he pushes one thigh up between Hawke's legs to rub against him.
The orgasm had really just taken the edge off, relieved Fenris of the tension in his form that had built up and leaving him relaxed and hungry for more. He breaks away from the kiss to bite at Hawke's jaw and whisper in his ear.
"I want you to fuck me."
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"I bet," he says, between the kisses he leaves on his neck, "I can do something like that." He unfastens his belt and the front of his pants with one hand before pulling them down far enough to expose his erection. Pushing Fenris's legs apart, he wraps a hand around the base of his cock, and pushes the tip of it into him carefully. He's soft and tight around him, and sopping wet from his first orgasm, and Hawke pushes the rest of the way in, swearing quietly as he does.
"Oh sweet Maker," he groans, shuddering, "That's good."
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"Yeah," Fenris agrees dazedly, his tattoos starting to glow again as they had dimmed after his orgasm, "Garrett," he breathes out, his hands going around Hawke's waist and then up either side of his spine, scratching lightly on the way back down. He's glad for that first orgasm, now, because the rush of urgency is gone and he can fully enjoy the warm weight of Hawke's body and the hard line of his cock pressing into him.
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"Fuck," he swears, panting lightly, slowing the pace down to avoid coming too soon. He wanted to make this last, in spite of his own desperation. He turns his face into Fenris's neck again and occupies himself by mouthing at the skin there.
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He can feel Hawke's magic seeping into him, more intense now with Hawke inside him and slowly losing his grip on his control. It still seems strange that he should like it so much, feeling the tingle of magic under his skin, but this isn't just anyone's magic--it's Hawke's. His magic has the same gentle, soft charm as the man, and it makes sense that Fenris would like the feeling under his skin and above it at the same.
"Ah, Garrett, please," he pants, getting more caught up in the sensations, "Do it hard. I want to feel you."
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"Fenris," he gasps, sitting up over him just enough to grip his hips, pulling him down with each thrust so he could push in deeper still, "Shit, Fenris."
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He doesn't spare a thought for being quiet this time, too dizzy and delirious with pleasure to give a shit about waking anyone else up. He's glowing brightly now, writhing on the bed and pushing back into Hawke's thrusts, his moans peppered with swears in several different languages and Hawke's name.
"Please, please," Fenris gasps, not sure what he's pleading for but needing it all the same as he spirals towards completion.
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"Come on, Fenris," he breathes, "Come on."
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He makes a high-pitched whine as the pleasure starts to recede, the tension leaving his body all at once and he drops back down onto the bed.
"Ohhhh fuck," he groans with feeling, his eyes opening a crack to look down at Hawke.
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"Still mad at me?" he asks, somewhat sheepishly in spite of his joking tone.
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"I suppose I can forgive you," Fenris says, too well sated and comfortable to even summon his usual prickly sarcasm, "But if you do it again I will punch you." Fenris smiles even as he says it, turning his face to kiss Hawke sweetly.
They lay there together for a while, catching their breath, until Isabela waltzes in without knocking. Fenris just glares at her without bothering to reach for the blanket.
"Come on, lovebirds, it's time for breakfast and I'm sick of dealing with Carver's foul mood because he was stuck in the room next to yours."